Evangeline M. Yaxley

[Private]
[tear-stained]

Nothing is ever going to be the same for my family after this. Nothing.

NOTHING.

Why are they so daft? Why would they throw away everything for this? My mother.. My mother knows something is going to go wrong. She's hurting. I'm hurting. We'll all be in Azkaban.

I don't know why I care. I should just disown myself from the family. Get adopted maybe.

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There is absolutely no way I am participating in dress like a muggle day.

[Private to Kerrigan]

I don't want to go home for Easter. My parents are throwing one of those  parties... for initiates or something. I don't know. I just don't want to be there for it. It just seems like a disaster waiting to happen.

Can I escape to your place if my parents say it's okay? I'm thinking about telling them that we're working on a project for school and that it's in my best interest to work on it with you... away from home.

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Recruitment letters? Really, grandfather? That desperate? I think some of my classmates are actually going to show up at my house this Easter....

I have a headache.

People are so --
What are they thinking writing 

Blah.

[Private to Xavier]

When you were here, did you ever feel extremely impatient to get home for every holiday? Or am I just insane?
I can't wait until Easter break. I hate this place sometimes.

I think my drink had some of the potion in it, but I don't know. I've not seen anyone and I'm not thinking about anyone in particular which is a lie but we won't have to talk about that. I can't get any of them out of my mind..

I just feel so happy and light. I want to go run through the woods and have a picnic by the lake.... I want to be swept off my feet by Leroy Jenkins or Louis Weasley or Warren Dingle, preferably. .

Is it really that difficult to hire competent House Elves? For Merlin's sake, I bet my family could donate one or two if they really wanted.

I sincerely regret not requesting to go to Beauxbatons instead sometimes. Sincerely.

Carelessness.

Is what it boils down to.

After all that, I get the part of a tree.

Brilliant.

I wasn't even mentioned in that stupid survey... WHATEVER, I don't even care.

[Private to Slytherins]

Can you believe a Weasley won that survey of Scandal Witches? Can we say Ew.

By the way, this is more toward Kerrigan, Caroline, and Isadora but -- did you guys understand the latest Transfiguration assignment? I just can't seem to get it right. If any of you could help, that'd be brilliant. Thank you.

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What moron is seriously doing drugs at school?

[Private to Xavier]
Dad sent me two letters today.

One saying they found it and that our lives were going to be wonderful and a bunch of other rubbish. The other saying basically, 'nevermind, Goyle is a moron'.

....What the hell?
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Get your knickers back, ladies?

Thank Merlin I've still got my underpants in tact. Kerrigan, I'm sorry, I came in too late and Peeves had your black bra on his head. I tried to chase him but he tripped me and sent me flying down the dormitory stairs.

Today has been insane. What with the girls running around upset about their knickers, and the teachers freaking out. And then that sign up has got the Ravenclaw's all bothered.

I think it's best if I steer clear from this.

[Private to Xavier]

....is our family really so desperate to have the Resurrection Stone? What if it really was just a rumour? They'd be doing this all for nothing. Dad says he thinks they're close and they got information out of that man that died, but.... I can't help but wonder....

is this all worth it?

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I... may have done something bad. I took one of the cats Filch was giving away today. Apparently Mrs. Norris had a litter and well, there was this little grey one... with one on her nose and her front right paw. She's mine now. I think I'm going to call her Angel. She's so innocent and precious... and small.... and........ I'll stop there. I think I'm in love with this little darling.

In even happier news, I get to see my brother today! Xavier, want to meet little Angel? I'm thinking I might take her out when I come see you so that I can get her a collar and some treats...

I, personally, love snow days. Unless there's a blizzard, I see no reason not to be outside and enjoy it. Well, actually, I just thought of another reason... snow ball fights. I hate those.

I think I might run outside real quick and hang about in the courtyard and watch the antics out there. I've been wanting to do that all day today.

Also, I cannot wait for the weekend!

[Warded Private to Self]
What the hell are they thinking?
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[Private to Xavier]
Why are they all so stupid? I mean, really. Confunding Ginny Potter? Attacking a random Muggle event? Students? Are they THAT bored?

Dad and Grandfather are going to end up in jail if these morons don't get their act together.
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For some reason, I'm highly doubting we'll be spotting random werewolves around.

My costume arrived to day at breakfast. It's so amazingly girly that I sort of regret it now. Express delivery is amazing, let me tell you. I can't believe I'm going to wear this thing.

I think I'm going to help Flitwick set up for the events tomorrow. He asked me so nicely yesterday that I couldn't say no.

And really, will the lot of you shut up about that Weasley woman getting that stupid promotion? Isn't it old news that her family is very well liked by the Minister? It doesn't matter how she got it, because it's not going to be taken away from her. Harry Potter himself would probably create a huge stink about it anyway. The Minister wouldn't want to risk that. My grandfather says its because the whole bloody family wants to run the Ministry. Get over it already.

... this is too much, I can't stand the sight or the sound of everyone being ill. It's making me feel extremely sick hearing all of this.

I am going outside. Yes, I know it's cold but I'd rather that than be here.

I have never been more excited for a Hogsmeade trip before. It means escaping the awkwardness and the stupid lessons!

However, the Halloween dance I am pretty sure I will not be attending.


I guess I should go get my essays done.

In short, today was:
   1). horrifying.
   2). revolting.
   3). awkward.

I do not want to do this anymore. I cannot believe my mother wouldn't let me get out of this.